A seeker of happiness

Windmill...

2009-11-24T01:45:00.002+08:00

i believe im a bad person.....i almost wanted to destroy someone's relationship....maybe i should just stay as single....i always bring troubles to ppl...being alone is very sad but at least ppl no need worried about me....i no need disappoint ppl...

yeah....bad ppl will never get happy ending....same goes to me.....

feels like running away...

2009-11-15T20:21:00.003+08:00

ok....its a very long time that i didnt update...well i thought i wont be writing something in this blog again...but today i really feel like writing something to release stress...well...thats because i cant find a place to do so...since my facebook has my mom and aunt which i dont want them to know this...then blog suddenly just come out from my mind...cause not much ppl know about my blog and i dont want them to worry about me...i can say this blog is something that remind me something or a good friend to listen to me....

well...i would say this ...i really dont believe in close friends because from my point of view, i feel that no one really treated me as their best or close friends....maybe for them they dont think like that...but i do feel like that....cause from my point of view, close or best friends are ppl that will be there by your side when you need them or when you are sad...and you will never hide secrets from them....share your happiness with them...i know you guys might be thinking im quite true....but if you really know me well...as in you know me in person....i bet you do believe with me that i dont have one....

okok..i know everyone have their privacy or their own time cause i too have.....but when im down or sad or depress...where are the ppl i needed ? yes they do listen to your problem but they will always say "actually you are not that right...you also have fault" ....i know i have some attitude problem...but i dont think my attitude is really that bad yet....at least i still think for others....i know when to speak, when not to....you might think that i think too good about myself...but now i really thinking alone and im not telling lie...im just saying my true feelings....i know what i said now has already make some ppl angry or piss off....but if you are the ppl i mention, pls do think about it....maybe now you didnt do anything...but try think about last time....

ok ..lets change another topic...well...the thing that influence me to this is my family....about the best friends thingy...its quite a small matter to me now...cause in the future, i know stuffs like that will happen and its very difficult to find a close friend ....

my family....i would say a prefect family from most of the ppl's view....have a great business, smart dad, nice moms, great sons and daughters, well manners, humble, peaceful and ect....all the good things you can think of....however its not really like that....there are plenty of things happen in this "prefect family" ....you know no one is prefect....everyone knows it... if there is really a prefect person, i would say "thank god for giving you a prefect body with prefect life" ...however for mostly of us, we are not prefect....and we do know that....i really really wanted to tell you all the family problems....but i dont think its good for me to do so cause first of all, this is internet and maybe there's someone unknown reads it and do something bad about my family? but i can give hint to you guys about the problems....what you see from the hong kong movies, you can see in my family.....yea ...so use your imagination to think about it....

however, i dont care about that....i would think all these problems are quite cool...i mean where can you get this in mostly ppl's family? well....maybe im used to it? been grow up with all these problems around me...but this time, i get a bad result and my whole family is disappointed in me...even i, myself, too disappointed ....i bet my whole family now hates me....sometimes i do wonder whether i am from this family...

well...my eldest brother never treat me nice before...its like im not exist at all....everytime i talked to him or asked him something, he will never answer...like im not there ....well ...my family said he is always like that...MY ASS....if he is always like that, then why on earth when you guys talk to him, he will answer???? tell me that!!! all i can feel from him is that he dont like me ....i dunno why...i didnt do anything to him but he just being like that to me ....but nevermind...at least my elder sister and my second brother still talk to me...well...i guess they dont like me now...since my result is bad....i know you guys will say they care for me thats why they are angry at me when my result is bad...but when im studying, since when you guys care about me?? i mean even in my normal life....you didnt even ask about me....and now you are angry because i got bad result....how funny is that!!

i would say the only one who cares about me now is my mom....at least she talk to me nicely...try to understand why i did badly in my exam.....now i understand why ppl always prefer to talk to mom instead of dad....however....that dont really release my stress...i mean its kinda increase my stress and make me feel guilty....well...thats a good thing...so i would feel bad ....

now i really feel like running away from home....i know this is avoiding the issues ....but i still feel like running away...even just for awhile....so i dont need to feel that pressure for awhile...i wanted to refresh myself...

leave my family behind....

leave my name behind....

leave the ugly world behind....

leave the pressure behind....

but i cant run away from home....being tied tightly with my house....

first car accident....

2009-09-26T14:18:00.006+08:00

yea....like what the tittle said....my first car accident....and it happened in Melbourne!! ....it seems like i give out a lot my first time in Melbourne.... i wonder is it good or bad....

well...it all happens because some girl from Malaysia, Kelantan, who dont have a translated licence borrowed her friend's car for a week.....i dont think she knows how the Melbourne rules work.....first of all, if you dont have a translated licence of your own country's car licence, you cant really drive in Melbourne....even though Australia accepts Malaysia's licence but it must be TRANSLATED.....secondly, you must waited for the car who is going straight FINISH crossing then you only can right turn from your own lane.....third, when you right turn, pls cross FASTER so that ppl wont get to knock into you even you turn at the wrong timing....^^

here are the pictures of the girl car's condition...

and this is our car condition....i know it doesnt look like anything wrong, however the front part of the car was kinda bengkak bengkok ...and my friend just bought this car...and its freaking NEW!!! so yea....

in conclusion, if you dont know the road rules of other country, PLS DONT DRIVE!!

P.S. no one injure or die....so yea....freaking lucky for us

the painball (paintball)

2009-09-18T00:38:00.008+08:00

last sunday, i went painball(paintball) with my friends....well we dress up like prisoner....=.=..who ask them let us wear that....such an ugly protection clothes......

well....because we wanna protect our beautiful hair, we decided to buy beanie....well...the result is ....from the picture below...looks like guy and like some robbery who wanna rob the bank~

we were wearing the ugly "protection clothes" .....not working at all....i kena shot so many times on the legs...=.= ....i wonder why they give me the protection vest...no one shoot my body at all!!!! T.T.....my legs full of big blue black.......pain la

this is our group picture~~~ yea....four girls and four guys.....and the best thing is , we VS big size ang mo....damn unfair la.....we surender jor still shoot us....terrible....T.T

conclusion is, DONT PLAY paint ball with angmo....the best is play among friends....cause they cant aim and will only shoot your upper body ...or might not shoot you because you are girl?

but dont play if you dont wanna get hurt at all....T.T.....damn....the black blue still on my legs.....

a very very good day~

2009-09-12T18:51:00.014+08:00

Yesterday, ethel, henrik and me went out for lunch. It was a cafe called Girraffe. It was a very very nice cafe...thanks henrik for intro it to us. Here is the pictures in the cafe.

now i only realise ethel and henrik almost have the same smile ...lol

ethel's banana chocolate

my ice chocolate

yummy chicken pie~

chicken lasagne?? forget the name jor

if im not mistaken, its salad spaghetti

ermm..some potato pie i think?

pointing at the girraffe, their cafe name

below is the cafe's inner design~

ethel was busying taking pictures around the cafe

after that, we kinda window shopping cause cant get to buy what i wanted....however, it was quite a fun day~ if you guys come to melbourne, i will bring you guys come to this place~~ i bet you guys will love it!!!

alive again~~

2009-09-05T22:56:00.002+08:00

hmm...kinda lazy to blog so didnt write anything...anyways my friends been asking me to update...=.=...so i update for you guys, flo n nona!!!! so be proud of yourself!!!

anyways today i went for job hunting~~ i didnt know it would be so fun....but quite tired though...hope i will get one soon then i can use the money to buy more dolls !!! gahahhahahha!!! i've applied 5 shops....its quite new of them to accept my resume...not like some ppl (girls) straight away say no.....kinda rude for them....at least they ask for the resume...=.=....

after that, i went to my friend's birthday party ...it later turns into drinking party....was kinda lucky that didnt get to drink a lot~ so this proof im not drunk now cause i can still write my blog!!

since today its job hunting day so no picture for this .... but at least i've updated my blog? so welcome me back !!! gahahahhaahha!!! okok .....thats kinda lame =.=....

A day trip!

2009-04-17T23:02:00.008+08:00

Last week my family came and I really do feel tired.... I'm so used to wake up late since everything in Melbourne starts late and ends early.... but my family is totally different... wake up early and ends late....=.=....too used to Malaysia's life style.... anyways we went to a day trip in some part of Melbourne....sorry I forget the place name....here are the pictures

This is the first stop of the trip... This is where we have our lunch... it's really a nice restaurant ...the food there are tasty~ but we need to wait for one hour to have the table....so we decided to walk around...

This is the side view of the restaurant.... I just love the view of this place....it's really relaxing!

This is a toy shop at that place...look at all those toys....

this is the shops on the street...very old western style right?

This is one of the "lorong" but it doesn't looks like a side road...compare to our country's "lorong" =.=...so big difference....

This is a shop that sells tea pots and tea leafs...I didn't take picture inside the shops...afraid the owner don't like it... but inside the shops really full of tea pots , cups and tea leafs....really amazing!!

The front view of the tea shop

Side view of the tea shop

While waiting for my family to buy stuffs, I just saw these beautiful flowers beside the street...don't they look lovely?

Finally we can go into the restaurant after wait for one hour...

Here are the food that we've ordered....I didn't took all the pictures because we were so hungry and just eat once the food came...

Don't the fries look tasty?

Don't be surprise seeing this picture.... yes....we are at a fishing area... my bro wanted to see this fishing pond so we drived around one hour to reach this place....

These are the people who were fishing...

A very beautiful fishing pond...just love the view...but it's so sunny =.=

A bunch of people who are damn free to come so far to just fish.....

There also a mini golf place....quite interesting...a lot people were playing ...mostly adults....weird...i thought kids play this...

There's also a BBQ area for the family to BBQ once they caught the fish...

After the fishing area , we went to a wine yard!! Of course we went there to try out the wines!!

This is the place name...it's a very famous wine yard!!

After testing the wine , we went out to find a place to sit down...this is part of the wine yard...it's really a nice place...

yes...it is part of the wine yard...i know ....it's HUGE and BEAUTIFUL!! I also can't believe it's just a wine yard...

This is one of the restaurant? It's a beautiful entrance...I just love the place!!

While we were waiting for our drinks , my mom and my sis...waiting .....boring...and cold too..

TADA!!! We were waiting for our hot chocolate in a wine yard restaurant!! I know it's funny to drink hot chocolate ...it's suppose to drink wine....oh well...my family are weird~

While we were enjoying our drink , we were looking such a beautiful view ~~

That's the end of our trip....It's quite a fun trip though it's freaking tiring....but I really enjoy it !

nerdy night!!

2009-04-07T22:01:00.004+08:00

last week my friends and I went for the nerd night at the club....it was ok because not much people dress up as nerds....=.=.....maybe they just afraid if they wear like a nerd then they look ugly? lol....but it's so fun to dress up as a nerd....well....because normally you won't dress up like a nerd right? so this is the only chance for you to look like a nerd....so below are all the pictures we took before we went for the club....

have fun seeing nerds and let your eyes blind because of our nerdy look~~~gahahhaha!!!

yea....i think that's all for today cause my mood is not that good....almost got a stupid idiot guy wanna use alcohol to pour on me.....and summore wanna warn me by wanna break the beer bottle....=.=....just because i was joking about her gf shows her sexy back to other guys in the club......then he got piss off.....but its true what....since he is not studying here so his gf will show her sexy back to guys in club since she is wearing sexy clothes to club......

lucky he didn't do anything to me .....cause he will be dead if he really pour the alcohol on me... just because im a normal girl doesn't means i can't do anything bad to him.... if im really angry , i will do something scary and you can never imagine what can i do.....^^

sweet talk

2009-04-01T19:42:00.002+08:00

OMG....this year i met a lot of guys who really can sweet talk....what happen to the world now?? and the most important is one of them even thought he is my bf....damn wth la....say dont let me meet other guys.. cant talk with other guys...cant go to other club...must be in the same club with him so other guys wont come to me...=.=...really crazy.... i even very directly rejected him already....dont believe? fine ...this is how i reject k....

him: be my gf !!
me: NO!
him: no i dont care , you must be my gf
me: are you crazy? i said no then no... i wanna find someone else...
him: no you cant find others...you are my gf
me: =.=.....stop with you craziness...i dont care ...i will still talk to other guys and find a bf among them
him: no you cant...
me: ok fine...actually i have bf (lying) and he stays at the same place with me (i was using ks...sorry ks..pls forgive me for using you even though you are not my bf but im your best friend so i know you wont mind....and you also dunno my blog...so dont care)
him: i dont believe you
me: trust me....we been together since we are 13
him: O.O.......i dont believe
me: dont believe then dont believe...i dont care about you....anyways i still love my bf !

ok ..you see...its very clear that i reject him rite? but he dont accept it....still bothering me...=.=...why this kind of guy exist in this world?? and why on earth i met him?? gahhhh.... if he is my type , then i dont mind ...but he is not my type...haiz.....sad sad.....

so i think the best solution to get rid of him is to find a bf so he wont bother me anymore...gee....the guys these days are scary....

some of them also very funny....i know they are interested in me...but i still looking for the best to come....no matter how they flirt with me , i've clearly tell them im still going to find other guys so i can find the best among them...and they still very happy and interested in me....=.=...what is wrong with the world now?? normally the guys will just say fine...i will find another girl....but here is totally different...they are like so desperate to have gf.....weird huh?

stupid angmo!!!

2009-03-30T20:53:00.002+08:00

gahhhhh....im getting sick of the angmo here....today i was walking back to my home then i saw one angmo (not too old...like 47years old , white hair ,fat angmo) walking towards me....since he is on my right side so i just walk towards to left side and let him continue walk la....then that idiot so smart until walk to me and bang me and push me away....then i said sorry but he scolded me back...he said this in angry tone "watch where you are going! " then he walked away....i was shock la....what is wrong with him....i already let him space to go ...its just that he stupid enough to walk to me and knock me.....gahhhhhhhhh...so freaking angry la!!!!! now feel freaking regret to say sorry to him!!!! dont let me see him again ....if not im so going to do something bad to him!!!

Should I or should I not?

2009-03-29T20:01:00.002+08:00

ok...now i can say im official clubber thanks to tww....gahhhh its so tired....since the day i came back to melbourne , i've already start clubbing....and every week we will go clubbing together...sometimes two days straight....this is bad....i will get old soon....dont really have enough sleep...and i spend a lot money for clubbing cause need to pay for the drinks and entrance fees ...and also clubbing clothes....i think i should take a long rest...

anyways this and last week clubbing is really a bad thing for me....last week i was dancing with tww then a guy pop out of nowhere and starting to dance with us....=.=...then he asked for my name and where i come from.... i only can say terrible english.... he is from thailand...=.=...so hard to understand what he was trying to say....but he is quite a good guy since he bought me a mineral water when i didnt even ask for that....and i was thristy by that time...but i feel bad...cause i just say thanks and drink the water...later on i didnt even talk to him....okok...my bad...but im not interested in him..so cant blame me rite? but the most terrible part is when im dancing with another guy, he is STARING at me....=.=....damn scary ....if as i did something bad....

oh yea....later my friend wanted to get a drink then we went to the bar there...i was sick by that time so i didnt order anything ...while i was waiting for my friend, some random guy suddenly pop out...=.=....and said he wanna be my friend....then he asked where am i from ...so i just bullshit and said im from singapore...then he said he is from singapore too...i was like shit...then i said sorry...actually im from malaysia...then he said ohh...no worries...actually im from hongkong...i was like wth....then i said i dont believe...then he showed me his hongkong id...then i saw his date of birth is 1977 which means he is 32 years old....i was like wth...when he was talking to his friend , then me and my friend just run away....crazy old man trying to go for young girls....terrible...

so for this week.....i really dont feel like telling anyone cause i wanted to FORGET about it....it is my nightmare....cause i almost seduce a GIRL!!!!!! well...she looks like a guy k....its not my fault....T.T.....now i really feel like crying....damn it....what is wrong with her for dressing up like a guy....gahhhhhhh i feel like killing her now....okok....actually i didnt wanna go dance with him/her....but my friend keeps on pushing me to him/her.....so i was kinda like dancing with him/her ...LUCKY he/she didnt dance back.....if not i will really dance with him/her.....anyways i found out she is a girl because when we went home , she was in front of us with her guy friends then her friends were talking to her ....when she replied , i heard a girl voice ....i was like strike by a thunder ....i really feel like killing myself that time....thinking why this kind of thing happen to me....=.=....so...if you guys really are my friends, dont talk about this in front of me....cause i really feel like crying....or maybe i will kill you ?

but of course i still got guys....i mean really guys....attention too~~ so im not that sad....well there are three guys....two china and one vietnam.....but the vietnam stay in singapore for like few years so he speaks chinese...kinda weird....ok...the vietnamese is the best looking among the others and he is 19 ....studying in monash foundation...but he cant speak chinese, english and viet well....and he dont really good at speaking... so dont really interested me that much ....i just like his face~~ lol~~

next will be a china guy who is 20 this year and studying in monash foundation....=.=...weird...so old already still in college...i wonder why....ok he is good at speaking and he treated me really well...so im kinda interested in him...since he is not that bad looking...but he is still in college...that really turn me off....haiz.....sad...T.T

lastly is another china guy again...22 this year....study in some not famous uni....must be some lousy uni if im not mistaken....ok...im not really that interested in him ....said will buy me 5 roses but until now still didnt give me anything ...kinda like only can talk but no action....hate this kind of ppl the most....

hmm....since so many friends of mine keeps on telling me to find a bf , maybe i will take one of them ??? but i cant really decide yet cause there is a clubbing coming this following friday~~ so i will find some better guy during that time...but i dunno will i find any there since its a nerd party event....everyone will wear until very nerdy....oh well....i shall see how~

My first nerdy spectacle!!!

2009-03-26T18:49:00.008+08:00

Today my friend and I went to buy a nerdy spec because I'm going to attend a club event for next week. And the event topic is Nerd Party!!! woohoo...so I have to dress up very nerdy ~~

ok ..this is how the spectacle looks like..........tada!!!

very nerdy rite?

now this is how my friend looks like with the nerdy spectacle.....tada!!!

lol....really looks like a nerd ...gahahahahaha!!!

ok....the most important thing....this is how i look like.......

WARNING FOR THE PEOPLE WHO HAVE HEART ATTACK AND CHILDREN THAT ARE UNDER 18........FOR YOUR INFO , I'M NOT RESPONSIBLE FOR ANYTHING THAT HAPPEN TO YOU AFTER YOU SEE THE PICTURE.....SO BE PREPARE......

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OMGGGGG!!!!!!!!!!!!! looks scary!!!! gahahahahaha !!!

did i scare you???...... T.T..... Anyways , it is suppose to look nerdy but i dunno why it ends up looking scary......maybe i shouldn't go to the party at all......T.T......its not my fault for having such a scary face.....and i apologise for scarying you all.....

my leo

2009-03-26T17:54:00.002+08:00

Since I've posted Leo's gf and sister look, so I've decided to post him too
This is how my Leo will looks like....

wah sai....since when my Leo becomes so scary?? T.T ....its all you guys fault , Ethel and Flo !!!!

ok..this is how I want Leo to become in the story mode...so ignore the three pictures on the above ^^

but of course I want him to become like this

haiz...so many clothes I want him to wear....but I think you will get sick of it if I keep on continue post all the pictures up....so I shall stop until here~

my future doll~

2009-03-25T17:08:00.007+08:00

I'm getting two dolls in the future so one of them will be my leo's sister and another one will be my leo's gf~~~

this is how my leo's gf will looks like

or like this?

and this will be my leo's sister

or like this

which do you think is suitable for them? pls give me your suggestion ^^

credit to flo...i found this after i saw her blog~ thanks flo!!

my destiny will appear during December??

2009-03-25T15:10:00.003+08:00

well...im back for some reasons....and the main reason is because my friends been complaining...anyways i shall just stick back to the topic...

yesterday i went to see some tarot card guy at the China Town. He is quite an interesting person. Well...i went there because i wanna prove that he is wrong and a lier....so here is how it goes...

t = the tarot card guy
y = me

t: what do you wanna ask about?
y: love
t: are you in relationship now?
y: what do you think?
t: why everyone always ask me this question?
y: cause we wanted to know are you that powerful...
t: ok then pick two cards
(shaffer (sp?) the cards for ten times and pick two cards. Then he read..)
t: there are admirers and you are not in relationship now.
y: .....fine ....its true....
t: so how long you never been in relationship?
y: let me see....19 years?
t: wow thats really something...so what you wanna ask?
y: when will i get my first love?
t: pick a card from april to december....
(did that and he read the cards)
t: the guy will appear during october...and he is the prefect guy for you
y: why did you say so?
t: he is the dream guy of yours....all the requiments you ask for , he got them!
(i was thinking what kind of bull shit he is talking about....this kind of rubbish he also dare to say....=.=....really dunno how to die!!)
y: ok....so where will i meet him?
t: ok pick a card for school , friends and club
(did that and he read)
t: you will meet him during club...
( =.=.....he is kinda rubbish ....say i will meet my dream guy in club....really wanna die...)
y:........club....rite....so is he older than me? or same age?
t: ok...pick a card for older than you , same age and younger than you...
(did that and he read again.....)
t: he will be younger than you...
(wth.....younger than me... this is too much....even though i dont mind younger guys~~)
y: so what kind of guy he is?
t: pick a card for him...
(did that and he read again.....)
t: he is a very powerful guy (....=.=....) he dont like ppl take care him but he loves to take care other ppl.... ( he was trying to say he is that type of person who loves to control others....) and he is a playboy.....
y: (.........=.=.......wth....playboy...very funny....) ok....so if we are in relationship , how is the relationship going to be?
t: pick a card for you and him
(did that and he read again...)
t: well....you wont betray him but he will betray you........you wont feel secure when you are with him because he is too playful and a lot of girls will be around him....
y: WHAT?!?!?! HE WILL DUMP ME??? YOU MUST BE KIDDING ME!! HE IS SOO NOT GOING TO DUMP ME!!! I WILL BE THE ONE WHO WILL DUMP HIM BEDORE HE DUMP ME...YOU JUST WAIT AND SEE!!
t:......ok....you can come find me anytime.....anyways do you have anything to ask?
y: no.....nothing much ...
t: ok...then next person...
(then my friend go and do the tarot card.....and i just sit there and listen him bull shiting....)

this stupid tarot card cost me 40 dollars!! damn rubbish....but its quite an experience....the way how he reads the cards is quite funny...since he is a hongkie and we spoke cantonese....so what i wrote just now is just something i remember....and its not 100% like that day...i just lazy to type everything out...

so if you guys interested in this tarot card thingy , just tell me and i will bring you to see him...even though its expensive a bit but i still have some fun~~

so the conclusion is dont 100% believe in this kind of things...if you wanna do this kind of things , just take it as a game and have fun...dont take it too serious....

oh yea....im too lazy to care about my grammer so i know there are plenty of grammer mistakes...but i dont care ...i just type what comes into my mind...so dont complain and the main point is , i did update my blog!! if you dont like it, then dont read it !!

-the end-

my sister wedding!!

2009-01-19T20:06:00.005+08:00

continue with my reasons....well this is my happy reason~ hohoho~ my sister so pretty that time lol

the girl in white is my pretty sister who got married~

I'm just too bored...

hohoho..in my sister hotel room~ too random..

me, my pretty cousin and my cute lil sister

first doll meeting!

2009-01-19T19:07:00.012+08:00

yea...continue for the reasons that i let this blog rotting....

This is my first doll meeting!! well..maybe some of you will think this is scary but not for me ! i've met few doll owners and they are so friendly and funny ^^ they know so much about doll and im kinda surprise..and here is some pictures that i took during the doll meeting...the dolls are so nice >.<>

sorry...and reborn...

2009-01-19T18:53:00.006+08:00

fine fine...since my friends had been complaining about my blog...well i really forget about this blog .... so i shall post up all my past events...

firstly , i will take about my cosplay event... i didnt cosplay..i just wear lolita...and the great thing is that my cousin went with me and she wore lolita too !!! woohoo ....hohoho....welll...i kinda forced her to do ...but she is happy in the end so who cares.... here are the pictures that i steal from my cousin's blog...i didnt use my camera to take pictures....

p.s. the girl who always in the pictures with me is my pretty cousin ...hohoho...and i'm proud of her ...so pretty~

okay....i don't know what's wrong with the colour...i think is the flash problem so everyone in the pictures looks freaking white and scary... if i get more pictures during this event , i will upload it here again...

The moment of happy and sad...

2008-12-03T22:30:00.012+08:00

Wow ...today is my valedictory day and it is my last day in college...

There are a lot of feelings inside my mind... happy, sad , worried, nervous and etc...

Well in the beginning of the day I'm worried because I'm kinda busy about my clothes and how will I look like by wearing a REALLY formal looking clothes...after finished my lunch with Ethel, I went back home and started to wear my formal clothes and put make up... and I can tell you that it is a pain in the ass when I'm going through all the process...terrible...however I MANAGE to finish everything by 2.50pm...and the valedictory starts by 3pm...then I'm getting nervous when my friend told me they are closing the door... I was really O.O ... They are closing the door when I'm still in my accomodation ?!?! I'm so dead...

Then Ethel and I rushed to the location (or should I say RUN) luckily they haven't really close the door... We quickly go look for the seat and sit down... I can tell you the situation inside the hall was SOOOOO serious ... everyone is so quiet... I'm kinda nervous because around me don't really have my friends around... TT~TT ... however I will skip all those speech part...(it's kinda boring...except the student's speech)

In the end, the speech finished by 5pm ... everyone went out and take pictures... ( I think the main point of people going this valedictory day is because of taking pictures with friends~ )... of cause I did take pictures with all my friends ~ This is the happiest moment....

Ethel , Handy (Papa) and me

Papa and his daughter~

what are you trying to do, nenek??

me (granddaughter) and Nirwan (nenek/grandmother)

gentlemen (took by my friends..dunno why she wanna take... anyways they look good...and I love the guy's reaction on the back lol)

gentlemen again ( don't you think the third guy from the right cute?)

silly pose with Julius

Nicolai (pretty boy) and me

(ok...I really feel sad after I saw this picture... I look UGLY... I can't believe a guy and look so pretty!! ....gahhh...feeling sad now...)

gahahaha my buddy Au Yong

ok....it's freaking late now and I'm tired after packing all my stuffs...so I shall stop here now and continue tomorrow...if I have the time...

Happy happy day~

2008-12-02T16:10:00.001+08:00

Woohoo!! Finally I've finished my exams!! Now I have two months holidays~ hip hip hooraa!
Today I went shopping with Tww after we finished our Acc exam... I bought a lots of stuffs but the funniest thing is that those are not my stuffs...I bought for my family. However I can't wait to go back my home... missed my family a lot!!

Oh yea... today I've been packing my room too because going to move out soon... and I never realise how tiring is it to just pack a very and I really mean VERY small room... now I'm hungry but dunno where to eat since I can't find anyone to accompany me... I'll see how...

Anyways I found something interesting in my email so I've decided to post here and let people laugh ^^ ....but it's in chinese...

> 不爽﹐生氣﹐抓狂﹐哭笑不得的分別> > >> > >> > >

有一天﹐兒子問爸爸: 爸爸, 不爽﹐生氣﹐抓狂﹐哭笑不得的分別是甚麼意思﹖

爸爸﹕要解釋很難﹐不如讓我來示範。

首先﹐爸爸拿了一本電話簿﹐隨機選出一個人。

然後打電話給那個人。順便把電話調到擴音器模式。

VICTIM﹕HELLO﹖

爸爸﹕HELLO﹐ 請問ABDULLAH BADAWI在家嗎﹖

VICTIM﹕你打錯電話啦!

爸﹕你不要騙我啦!

VICTIM﹕我騙你幹嘛﹗神經病﹗ (蓋了電話)

爸﹕哪﹐兒子﹐這個就是 '不爽'。現在來看甚麼是生氣。(兒子點頭)

(過了5分鐘﹐爸爸再打一次電話給那個人)

VICTIM﹕HELLO﹖

爸﹕請問ABDULLAH BADAWI有在家嗎﹖

VICTIM﹕怎麼又是你﹖都跟你講了你打錯電話了﹗

爸﹕我沒打錯電話啊﹗

VICTIM﹕你這個神經病﹐你到底是誰﹖

爸﹕我是誰你還不懂﹖我是NAJIB啦﹗

VICTIM﹕%^&*$#@﹗你是NAJIB我還ANWAR咧﹗白痴﹗(大力蓋電話)

爸﹕哪﹐兒子。這個就是'生氣'。懂了嗎﹖

兒子﹕喔我懂了﹗

爸﹕現在來看下甚麼是抓狂﹗(又打電話給那個可憐的人)

那個人一拿起電話就咆哮了﹗

VICTIM﹕你這個吃飽沒事做的神經病﹗整天打電話來干擾我﹐要不是我的電話沒有CALLER ID

我早就報警了你這個變態佬。。。。

爸﹕(刻意壓低聲音)ERM。。。。請問林先生在嗎。。。。﹖

VICTIM﹕啊﹗很對不起﹗剛剛有個變態一直打電話來。。。

爸﹕喔﹐沒關係﹐請問ABDULLAH BADAWI在家嗎﹖

VICTIM﹕> > > ##$W$#^^%$E$%^$&^%R%^$^&%^$^%$﹗﹗﹗﹗﹗> > >> > > 這一次﹐爸

爸蓋上了電話。

爸﹕你現在知道分別了吧﹗等下你媽媽要回來了﹐我們可以吃晚餐了!

兒子﹕可是爸爸﹐你還沒有講解甚麼是哭笑不得﹖

爸﹕喔﹐那個要等到晚上12點啦﹗

(晚上12點﹐爸爸搖醒兒子﹐然後又打電話給那個人)

VICTIM﹕HELLO。。。。。﹖(睡到一半被吵醒)

爸﹕我是ABDULLAH BADAWI﹐有誰打電話找我啊﹖

VICTIM﹕。。。。。。。。。。。。

爸爸好厲害啊﹗

Hmm... I'm so tired now... can't think of anything to write... so I shall stop right here.

Words that will bring happiness~

2008-12-01T18:57:00.000+08:00

I found this in my mailbox and I really like all the stuffs that listed below...It really meaningful and I want to everyone to think positive of their life ^^ Hope you guys enjoy reading this

( ^ V ^ )b

1. I love you not because of who you are, but because of who I am when I am with you.
我愛你不是因為你是誰，而是我在你面前可以是誰。

2. No man or woman is worth your tears, and the one who is, won't make you cry.
沒有男人或女人是值得你為他流眼淚，值得的那一位，不會要你哭。

3. Just because someone doesn't love you the way you want them to, doesn't mean they don't love you with all they have.
那人不是你所想般愛你，但不代表那人不是全心全意地愛你。

4. A true friend is someone who reaches for your hand and touches your heart.
一個真正的朋友是向著你伸手，觸動你心靈的人。

5. The worst way to miss someone is to be sitting right beside them knowing you can't have them.
掛念一個人最差的方式，就是你坐在他身旁，而知道你不能擁有他。

6. Never frown, even when you are sad, because you never know who is falling in love with your smile.
就算你不快樂也不要皺眉，因為你永不知道誰會愛上你的笑容。

7. To the world you may be one person, but to one person you may be the world.
在世界裡你可能只是某人，但對某人你可能是全世界。

8. Don't waste your time on a man/woman, who isn't willing to waste their time on you.
不要花時間在一個不會花時間在你身上的人。

9. Maybe God wants us to meet a few wrong people before meeting the right one, so that when
we finally meet the person, we will know how to be grateful.
可能神要我們在遇到那位對的人之前先遇上一些錯的人，讓我們遇到那位對先生/對小姐時懂得珍惜。

10. Don't cry because it is over, smile because it happened.
不要因為完結而哭，要為曾經發生而微笑。

11. There's always going to be people that hurt you so what you have to do is keep on trusting
and just be more careful about who you trust next time around.
這個世界永遠也會有一些傷害你的人，你要做的就是繼續去信人和小心你下次信的人。

12. Make yourself a better person and know who you are before you try and know someone else and expect them to know you.
在你嘗試了解其他人和盼望其他人明白你之前，先把你自己變成一個更好的人和了解你自己。

13. Don't try so hard, the best things come when you least expect them to.
不要太努力去找，最好的東西是在你最預計不到的時候出現。

REMEMBER: WHATEVER HAPPENS, HAPPENS FOR A REASON.
緊記: 所有事也是因果循環的。

The beginning...

2008-11-30T23:40:00.000+08:00

Well...I shall start off with friends i guess...

I've started my independent life in Australia for almost a year and I did meet a lot of different kinds of people..funny, annoying, idiot, happy-go-lucky,crazy, weird and ect... and I do really mean all kinds of people...I guess the world is really full with different kinds of people...

But the most of all, I must really introduce this two friends of mine...They really gave me a lot of laughters... I enjoy my year because of them...

The first one will be Tww

She is a girl who always says tere (a word that created by her...I think it means a lot of stuffs...like terrible, crazy, too much and ect...) This is a very addictive word...you will really follow her and say tere unconsciously...scary...

The second one will be David

He is a guy who LOVES superheroes like superman and batman... Tww and I always make fun of him...always called him a gay... feel kinda bad now...but it's fun so just forget about the bad feeling ~

And lastly I should put myself in too just in case my friends won't complain about their picture being post on my blog ^^

I am a very crazy and weird girl that you don't wanna know more about me... I always make fun of people and will do some crazy stuffs that you don't even wanna know what's that...To sum up everything, I'm weird!! (^ v ^) b

Actually there are more to talk about them but I'm afraid people will be bored so I shall stop here now...oh yea all these picture were took at a so called mamak near Ricebar...forgot the name ..sorry... and sorry about my lousy english... I know I have a lot of grammar mistakes...sorry... (TT ~ TT)

The start of the journey

2008-11-29T19:26:00.000+08:00

Wow...I can't believe I've finally start a blog...

Never thought of starting a blog when my last exam is three days later...Anyways since everyone is so into blogging so I might as well join in too ^^

This blog will mainly about all the fun stuffs im going through and also some sadness too...no one can always be happy...life is unfair you know...oh well...now I'm at my friend's house so can't really do anything or post any pictures up...maybe I can...who knows? I shall see how...

I think I should stop writting because I haven't explore this blogging world yet... I shall go explore now ...hope I will have time to write this blog tomorrow...